Yeah I know its been awhile, but I was slightly addicted to MySpace. But my addiction is slowly fading into fasination.

No new updates really. A kinda cute guy (I met through Jeanne) asked for my number. *shrugs* I'm not holding my breath. He's a bit different looking then the past guys I was friends with. Think THUG, with the gold grill and all. I can't stand when guys have those ugly grills, but he was nice and I figured if nothing else he'd be a good 'FB'.

Saw the movie "Norbit" funniest movie I have seen in a long long time. I highly recommend it!

Uhm... I need new brakes for my truck. If I purchase the stuff, my good buddy Rashad (Coworker), is gonna do the work for free! Yippee!

Thats about it. Yeah boring I know, but my life is soooo thrilling *rolls eyes*

Peace!

See Above (i.e. Subject line)

Happy Turkey Day to one and all.

3 words..




MEN ARE PIGS!

Alright I'll give you basics on what I was so cryptic about in my last post.

It has to do with a guy. I've had my eye on him since he started back in late August. It turns out he was working at this store before I arrived but left for a year for the Marines (Reserves) *fans self*. Anyway Rosa knew I had a crush on him, invited him to that party. He showed (saw me looking smokin hot in the dress I was sportin') asked for my number and we've hung out a few times since then. Okay we've done more then hang out, but we aren't gonna go into that. He has been nothing but a total gentleman and very sweet. Enough to break down my guy wall I put up after the last fiasco. We'll see how things continue.

Nothing else new outside of that.

I'm alive, things are starting to look up in Nikki's life right now. I don't wanna say why, cause I soooooooo don't wanna jinx anything. *giddy laugh*

work is "eh"
rosa and I are good again (to an extent, tired of being called by another friend's name)
and well see there is.... yeah shutting up now, I don't wanna ruin it.

My birthday was good, relaxing and quiet.
The party the weekend before my bday was ... alright

As for gifts...
I got a check from my mom! MONEY! oh and a card.
an unknown gift from my grandparents, they have it in their possesion waiting till I see them again. and a card
card and gift card from christy.
a cake and maybe another unknown gift from jeanne
something on the way from Siler
a card from my dad

thats about it. I should get going, things to do and people to see!

I got home Wed. night and let me say.. THANK GOD!! I couldn't spend 1 more day there! My mom was driving me crazy most of the time! And I know most of you are saying "It can't be that bad." Yeah YOU spend 1 week with her and then try to tell me that! We argued half the time. The only fun I had, was spending time with my dad. Not much else, work is the usual. *shrugs* Thats about it, nothing that important.

Lets see...

Saw "Superman" on Friday, looking sexy as ever... minus the fact he's trying to grow his hair out! BLAH! He wanted to hang out after his physical therapy appointment (injured at work), but it ran too late. So we said we'd do something Saturday... yeah well he never called. I texted him and called, nothing. Ah well, not like we had anything set in stone. I'm just disappointed I wont get a chance to see him again before I leave. One thing to say to him.. "SUPERWEAK!" HA!

Anyway, Friday Kristen and I went to breakfast and the mall. I got my braids redone, since the bands kept popping! $60!!! I was like holy crap! Kristen got her hair trimmed and straightened, looked great!! I even talked her into getting her eyebrows waxed I think they looked good, she said she didnt notice a difference. *shrugs* Its not for everyone.

I went to see Jeff (old supervisor from this Target) on Saturday, he recognized me right away (most people it took awhile). He said we should plan a lunch while I'm here to catch up. I said sure, I'll probably call tomorrow to set one up.

Tomorrow I am going to my Aunt's house to see my cousin's one last time before I leave. I barely got to see them on Wed. since they were enjoying themselves at the camp.

That's about it. Not doing much else but relaxing. Its nice not to have to worry about bills, work and chores! The weather the first few days here was cold, but the last two days have been warm and sunny in the 80's!! Enjoying every bit of it.

Gotta jet! Adios!

Sup all?

I'm sittin in here in the living room of my parents house enjoying "borrowed" internet! Yes I said parents house, and yes that means I'm in Washington state! I'm here till next week. I miss Orlando already! Got to visit family and a friend or two, but I am seriously missing home! I'm going to my old Target tomorrow to visit. I missed these bosses like crazy!
I went to the shooting range today with my dad. I had fun, but I'm so outta practice, I wasnt doing as well as I used to. Not much else, hoping to see a certain "Superman" at Target tomorrow! ;) We'll see!

Thats about it, PEACE!

It's been a rough week, and things aren't getting any better. Things at work are getting worse by the millisecond. Not gonna go into details (boring, long, and drawn out). Lets just keep it at its not good. Things at home (as in personal life) aren't looking up either. I've been needing someone to talk to, and I talked to my mom a little yesterday, but there are things I can't tell her. I don't know what I'm going to do, if I don't get some of this emotional crap off my chest. I can't talk to Rosa, she's got too much stress in her life right now as it is (not the only reason, but the main one). Sleep is almost non-exsistant, except when I pass out for a few hours after work.

Thats about it, short boring entry today. I wont be doing an entry next Tuesday, I'll try to get one in maybe Monday.

P.S. as for that accident last week, The guy didn't survive. He was 17. The driver of the truck is getting charged with something (not sure what only heard through others at work). Thats all I know.

HE'S GONE!!! *Does a happy dance* He's been gone since Thursday afternoon! OH YEAH! GONE GONE GONE GONE GONE! *does more happy dancing* No more evil cat! Mwhahahaha! Okay onto the busy busy week...(the whole time Rosa was sick then I got sick during all this as well, but I didnt catch it from her).

Wed.(08/02) I was over at Rosa's (for the life of me I can't remember why), and her and I were watching tv and started discussing her leaving for Chicago probably in October to visit an ill sister. I told her if she needed me to I could watch the kids this time around, or if her and Bryan need some time to themselves I would be willing to watch them for her. Of course Rosemary over heard and asked if they were going that night. I looked at Rosa and said I didnt mind as long as they were quiet since I had to work the next morning. Rosa didnt want to be by herself so Bebo stayed home, and Rosemary and Rosa's 2 goddaughters packed their stuff and went to my apartment. They watched movies, played playstation, ate popcorn, and god knows what else (noticed all cup of noodles missing next morning). I never heard one peep outta them.

Thurs.(08/03) I woke up to not alot of sleep, but GOOD sleep (Jack had stayed out with the girls all night! HAHAHAHA) and 2 of the 3 girls were still awake watching movies. I got ready for work, made sure they understood not to leave or answer the door and drove off for work. Sandra (a lady at work, I had asked the day before if she wanted Jack and said yes) followed me home to get Jack and his belongings. I opened the door and of course the girls were still asleep. I woke them so the cat could go to his new home. *waves bye to Jack* Did a McDonalds run for the girls and myself. Took them back to Rosa's to get Bebo (it was his turn to stay the night), gave him my fries since I didnt want him asking where his food was when he saw them with McDonalds. Took Bebo to Publix to pick up a few things. Got back to my apartment, put the food *cough*snacks*cough* away. Turned on music and let Bebo play video games. Later that day we ordered pizza. Rosemary called asking if I was willing to take her and the girls to the mall Friday I agreed (unaware of the extent of driving I would have to do). I stayed up till about 1:30am playing video games with him. He went to bed around 5amish.

Friday(08/04) Woke Bebo up the next day around noon offering pancakes and coffee. They turned out pretty good. Played more video games. We got to Rosa's about 2pm and picked up the girls, I drove them to the mall, but the person Rosemary needed to meet wasnt going to be there till 5pm, so I took them back to my apartment and we stayed there till about 6pm playing games. After which I took the girls BACK to the mall, then took them to a check cashing store to cash Rosemary's last check. Then BACK to the mall again! I felt like a F'in taxi. I called Rosa asking her how it felt to be kid free for a few hours.. she was enjoying every minute of it, getting her hair done. While I was on the phone with her Bebo said he was staying another night with me, I agreed but I had to work the next morning, so he had to keep it down. I bought him BBQ ribs, for dinner, while I finished chinese food from a few days ago. We watched Pirates of The Caribean, I ended up going to bed around 10pmish. I was awake for a bit before falling asleep and heard him laughing at the movie, too cute.

Saturday(08/05) Got up for work the next AM and he was still awake, playing a game. When I left I gave him the same rules, no leaving and no answering the door. Rosa and I had a pretty good day at work, had fun teaming up together. She said it would be okay if Bebo wanted to stay another night since I had Sunday off. I told her it was alright with me, but it was up to Bebo if he wanted to stay again. Got home around 1:15pm telling him to get ready, Rosa was taking us out for lunch. We went to pick up Rosa and went and ate at Subway. Afterwards Rosa told him to get his things together for another night, and he sat there confused. I had purposly not told him yet to wait and see if he was even up for another day. I told him I had Sunday off so we could stay up playing games, he was excited to stay again. I was glad to have someone else in the apartment, besides myself. Rosa gave him some cash to get his hair cut, well lets just say I saw him sit in the chair and the guy have a razor in his hand, but Bebo walked back with not much of a different hair cut. He only got the back and sides trimmed. I was telling him he needed to shave it all, but he wasnt having that. *shrugs* Got back to my apartment and played games for a while. I took him to get KFC (why so much take out you ask? Cause I dont have any food in the apartment), I was planning on eating the rest of the sub from lunch earlier that day, but ended up eating mashed potatoes from KFC. We stayed up watching Season 1 of South Park (Bebo thought it was funny putting his cold cup up against my back while I was lying on the floor watching the show, then later upgraded to ice cubes. Then more video games. The neighbors went back to being their loud selves!! I finally fell asleep around 2amish on the couch next to Bebo. I told him to wake me when he was ready for sleep so I could he could have the couch. I woke to the sound of loud music around 4 or 5 amish, Bebo was getting the floor ready next to the couch ready to sleep. I told him he should have waken me, but he was okay with the floor. The music next door got louder so I pounded on the wall, hoping it would work. NOPE! So I went to bed and told Bebo to take the floor in my room so the noise was less when I closed the door. Sort of worked... still heard the bass, but not as bad.

Sunday(08/06) Woke up at 11:30am to knocking on my door. I ignored it (probably was Jeanne, but I dont know for sure). I got up made coffee and got the pancakes ready to make when he got up. Showered and did some of the cleaning chores around the apartment. At around 1:15pm I woke Bebo up asking if he wanted to get up for "breakfast" or stay asleep. He got up, while I made pancakes (added some cinnamon to them), they turned out funny looking. Almost albino! He said they tasted good, but they tasted kinda funny to me. *shrugs* Don't know why, but whatever. I finished the chores, while I put the music on again. We relaxed and did absolutly nothing for awhile. Finally starting in on the video games he finally passed me on one of my games where I got stuck. He ended up liking this game alot! Heard Rosa's ringtone go off from the other room, and she was wondering what happened to us, why I didnt answer my cell sooner. I explained with the music on and the cell charging in my room I didnt hear it. She told us to be at her house at 6pm for food and a small "surprise" party for Bryan's bday (his bday is Monday, but he worked both jobs, so she did it Sunday). She called around 5:30pm and I told her it wasnt 6pm yet to stop calling, we were really into the game, while Bebo is in the background saying C'MON!!!! I WANNA KEEP PLAYING!!" LMAO! We played for a while more and then left. Kay was going to be there as well. She got there around 6:30p. The girls, kept asking why Bebo got to stay extra days and they didnt. I told them it was cause Bebo asked. When we started to eat the girls were getting rowdy and loud at this point and I pointed out that, THAT was another reason Bebo got to stay extra days... he's quieter! Rosa tried to get Bryan to sit still after dinner so they could present the cake (he didn't know anything about the cake at this point). Getting Bryan to sit still is alot harder then you would think. I had to finally say "Catch a clue, and sit your ass down! Its important!" HAHAHA He finally got it that they had something planned. They came out with the cake, the numbered candles were switched so his age said much older then he was. Funny! He got some cards and a few shirts from the kids, the cake was from Rosa. I ended up staying really late, Rosa talked me into calling out the next morning (she had Monday off and wanted me to stay the night, we havent had a same day off in months, so I agreed). Rosa told Bebo he didnt have to go to his first day of school (not gonna get into why, too complicated), so he stayed up with me playing video games. I stayed up till around 5am, I called work around 4am.

Monday(08/07) Got up around 11:30am and made a fresh pot of coffee for the house. No one really woke up till around 1pm, when I texted Rosa from the other room that fresh coffee was still hot and she was wasting the day sleeping. HAHA! Turns out she wasnt feeling well again, and she wanted to stay in. Woke Bebo so he could get ready, we were taking him to get new shoes for school. Rosa was gonna get him some cheap new ones till she got paid agian, but I told her I would pay for the good ones he wanted, if she paid me back. She agreed.......$85!!!!! ROBBERY I TELL YA!! I think they were Nike, black and grey. Very very nice looking, got them from Foot Locker. After almost blacking out at the register, we went grocery shopping for her place. She told me I was staying for dinner (yes, I meant to say told... she doesnt ask me to stay over, she demands or I get my ass kicked). While Rosa took a nap on the couch Bebo and I watched Men In Black. She woke up part way through it and watch the rest of it with us. She made dinner then we watch Miss Congeniality 2. The girls stayed in their room most of the time, so it was just us 3. After the movie I wrestled around with Bebo for awhile, till Bryan got home around 9:30p then I went home to sleep for work the next AM. When I got home, it was creepy quiet. Normally thats what I want, but it was weird not having someone else there. My habits may get back to normal soon and I'll probably like the quiet again, but right now I'm wishing someone else was there.

Tuesday(08/08) It was a NON-truck day at work and every backroom member was there!! LOL! Even Bryan works in the backroom this week (slow on plano this week). I wish Ray would shedule us like that on truck days, so we wouldnt get so backed up. I was on my way home, when the traffic got really bad close to my street I had to turn on. When I finally passed my street I saw why... HORRIBLE HORRIBLE accident!!!!! A bus was stopped at his stop to drop/pick up people when it looks like a car that was stopped behind him was slammed into by a truck. Getting a look at the car, there is no way someone could have survived that! No way!! There were no ambulances, only a medical examiner van. I will keep an eye on the news tonight, to see what they say about it. I'll tell you in the next entry if they survived or not, but honestly dont count on hearing good news. I have never in my life seen a car look like that (not on tv or in person). It was almost like back bumper was smooshed to the front bumper. Horrible!!

Well thats about it, nothing else to report. I gotta locate some cash so I can do laundry. I was gonna do it today, but I can hand wash a work shirt for tomorrow, I've got spare work pants already. K.I.T! ;)

Hmmmm where to begin?

-Saturday (7/30): horrible horrible day at work. Both Rosa and I left in tears. I'm not gonna get into the details, you'd be bored and its a lot of explaining. But the day ended up pretty good. We went to the beach after she threatened to drag me there if I said no (which I had already done, but she was ignoring me). We all had some much needed fun! As for those who went... Rosa, Bryan, Bebo, Rosemary, 2 of Rosa's neices, her goddaughter and Me. The drive there was probably the most fun, Bebo sat shotgun in my truck. He had me laughing just about the whole drive there. The drive back wasnt as fun, since it was dark and I'm not a big fun of driving in the dark. But it was an all around fun afternoon. On the way back I took a different way home, since I was getting tired of following Bryan. We got home atleast 20-30 minutes before they did! And there was a pee emergency (and no one had a key) so I took 4 of the kids to my apartment so I could keep an eye on them till Rosa, Bryan and 1 of her neices got home. They got to meet the center of all evil... Jack! Bebo had fun playing with him, while the girls looked over a puppy book I've got. When I went to go get my book back from next door Jeanne and a roomate of hers came over to see what all the people were doing in my apartment. Nosy! LOL!

-Monday (7/31): It was a normal day, till about the afternoon. Jeanne came over offering to pay for pizza if I would order it! How am I gonna pass up free food? I called work and finally asked that lady that was interested in taking Jack if she found out if her neighbor could. It turns out one of her cats had just had kittens a few days ago and cant take Jack. DAMN! Still no home, but I'm not giving up! Later Jeanne was hungry again (she only ate 1 piece of pizza of course she was hungry.) So she offered to get pizza again, I protested I had had enough. So she made her good turky, beans and rice dish. MORE FREE food! HA! Well around 10pm I get a phone call from Kay (the co-worker turned friend). It turns out she has a little lizard loose in her apartment. And she is freaking out like I do with roaches. I'm laughing my ass off, while shes screaming its not funny! I told her that I wasnt laughing at her just how she acts like me with bugs. I finally tell her I'll ask around how to get rid of it. My dad was no help and said to get a snake, which had me in stiches. One of the guys from next door thought I meant it was in my place and offered to come get it out, but once he found out it wasnt for me, he said he had no idea how to get rid of it *rolls eyes* So I told Kay I would go over with a broom and try to scare it out of her closet (thank god she lives in the same apartment complex), I drove over with a broom and in my socks. I poked around the closet a while and saw it move a few times. I freaked out! ROFL!!! I couldnt stop laughing and trying to get away from it. She had already called the only local guy she knew, but he wasnt answering his phone. And the only local guy I know (that i'm still talking to) was Bryan and he was at work. So I called Rosa hoping she would lend out Bebo to get rid of this thing. Thank god Rosemary had the phone or I would have waken up Rosa, Bebo was willing to come over and escort the lizard out. He didnt want to kill it, since he likes lizards. Well I went to pick him up while Kay made sure it didnt leave the closet. She called me twice in the 8-10 minutes it took me drive there and back, to freak out that she saw it! ROFL! Bebo looked for a really long time, and was saying we were just imagining it. And we were starting to believe it when it ran across one side of the closet to the other. We screamed like such girls, while he laughed trying to catch it! I hate feeling like such a girl with crawly things. He looked for long time again and never found it. So I took Bebo home telling Kay to sleep on her couch with her room door closed since there was no door on the closet.

-Tuesday (8/01): 2pm I get a call from Kay she had seen it again so she went and borrowed Bebo again! ROFL! She was freakin out while I laughed at her and I heard Bebo laughing in the background. She said she'd call back shen they got rid of it. Its about 20 minutes till 4pm and she still hasnt called! ROFL!! She even cancelled a doctor appointment she had today cause of this! HAHAHAHA!

As for Jack, still no home, but I'm not giving up. He will be moved out by the time my new lease is gonna start! I will not give up! I am just not a cat person! No more cats in my life, no matter how cute they may be! Bah humbug!

Gotta jet things to do (pay rent), people to see! Adios!

Okay well I talked it over with my mom and it may be that she helps me out with some of the payment on the deposit for the cat. She really wants me to keep him, but I may still get rid of him. He is driving me absolutly NUTS! I can't do anything without him right on my heels, its driving me crazy. I can't get a full nights rest or even shower without him crying for attention. I don't ever remember my last dog being this needy as a puppy. Are cats always like this? Are they always this needy when they are young? It could be since moving out on my own I have lost all patience for this sort of care an animal needs. He is even starting to tear up the carpet! ARGH! I'm gonna ask a coworker if she wants him. If not then I'll ask the person who gave him to me, if she would be willing to take him back. I can't take the no sleep anymore!!

As for work.. blah lots of it! Tons of it!

Thats it, gotta go! The laundry isnt going to clean itself, but wouldnt that be nice?

And I'm at the library online. Why you might ask? Needed to finish d/l some updates for my laptop *wink wink* I couldnt finish last Tuesday.

Kitten for sale! HELL... Kitten for FREE!!! He comes with food, food dish, toys, and litter hut! Please take him! They are raising my rent by $80 more a month starting September 1st!!! I cant afford him, and IF they find out about him, thats a $300 deposit (non-refundable). He's cute, slightly evil, little mileage, needs shots!! Needs a loving home, with patient and tolerant owners! I know most/all of you reading this live to far away for you to get him, but I needed to post it anyway. I'm gonna talk to a few more people here to see if they want him, then I'm so giving him back to his previous owner.

As I was signing over my life to the apartments all over again, I was chatting with the lady dealing with my paperwork and it turns out that if 1 more complaint is filed against my next door neighbors they are getting evicted! *gasp* Jeanne is actually the only nice one there, so I ran over to her place and told her she needs to get rid of her roomates quick! They are the only ones that cause all that noise and problems. And they dont pay her a cent towards rent or utilities. She was mad, but understands they have got to go. We'll see how that turns out.

Not much else is new. Work is work, lots of it! Got things to do, people to see, and food to eat! Adios!

There folks is my Jack! Not the Jack most of you were thinking of ;) but he's still all mine! He's still driving me crazy! He's mostly letting me sleep, except when I'm gone most of the day he sleeps so he's wide awake by the time I get home and its time to sleep.

Update on Rosa... she's home!!!!!!!! YIPPEE!!! She said she tried to call me during her vacation, but it never went through. *shrugs* Anyway, she arrived Thursday morning at 5am! Saturday I went over and Bebo got to me the second I walked in the door saying "Finally!" as he hugged me. HAHAHA It had been 3 weeks since seeing her kids as well. They had been behaving themselves the whole time she was gone. Rosemary has gotten a job at a store in the Florida Mall here in Orlando. Bebo has a new girlfriend. Its fun to act like I'm jealous. ;) We went to return the birds Bryan was babysitting for Rosa's sister. We stayed till about 10:30pm and I had to work the next morning. HAHA, but I had fun.

Jeanne did my hair Thursday night. The front half is in braids. I love it. The only problem is I can only wash the back half. So within a day or so I'll be taking them out. Everyone has said they love it. Even Ray my TeamLead at work said I had my hair done pretty. I think he was trying to get on my good side, we had gotten into an arguement the day before.

Work is blah. Good hours, good pay, crappy supervisors. I'll just leave it at that.

Thats about it! Gotta Jet!

It has been a weird week and I can't wait for things to get back to normal. Only 2-3 more days till Rosa is back in Florida! Thank God I can't take this boredom any longer. Even though I've had some new things going on its still not the same w/o Rosa to hang out with. I'm kinda peeved at her right now though, she promised she would call me while she was on vacation, but she never did. But she called Bryan almost everyday. Whats up with that? I know they are dating and he's watching her kids, but I could at least get 1 call. I can't call her cause it costs way too much for them to use the cell phones. She has been using calling cards with local phones. 1 call out of 3 weeks of vacation is not too much to ask, is it?

I'm getting to know the neighbors a little more. Jeanne is the girl that leases and pays for the apartment the other three girls are just friends that stay there. They are all into drugs and smoke that sh*t out on the stairway. Jeanne says she's quit since she has to find a job which by the way I have been helping her do. Getting applications, driving her to places to apply. Even at Target, but her interview didn't go well. I'm not surprised. She's here at the library today so I can help her apply to jobs online. *sigh* Most of her problem is that she dropped out of highschool in 11th grade. I keep telling her she needs her GED, but she wants a job before doing that. *shrugs* She wants to eventually go into beauty school. She does peoples hair sometimes now as it is. She is willing to do mine for free.

Alright onto the next new info. I have a new "friend" named Jack. He's 2 months of fur and annoyance. Incase you havent guessed it Jack is a kitten (a orange and white tabby with light colored eyes to be exact). A coworkers cat had 4 kittens and she needed homes for all of them since she has too many already. I stupidly agreed to house one, not knowing anything about owning a cat especially this young. It has been a nightmare since day one. Thank God he's already litter trained, or that would be added stress. See part of the problem is, I can't tell my apartment people I have him, or I'd be having to pay out the ass extra a month. He scratches and chews EVERYTHING!!!! Cords, paper, my hair, my couch, the carpet, my bed, the freakin walls!!! I bought one of those scratching boards, but he doesnt use it. Just everything else! Then there was the mess of him kicking almost all of his cat litter out of his litter box, when he used it. So I was vaccuuming 2-3 times a day. So I went out and bought a $28 cat litter box that has a lid. Does he use it? Who the hell knows, all I see him do right now is play in it. Then theres the fact that he wont let me get ANY sleep at night. He meows, he scratches (not in a mean way, in a pay attention to me kind of way.), he gets into everything, makes all kinds of noise so I can't get to sleep. Finally Saturday night I tossed him out of my room around 1amish and closed the door. Damn thing meows and scratched the door/wall forever, so I had to let him in so he wouldnt ruin the apartment. He follows me everywhere I go meowing. I can't use my laptop around him or he tries to chew the cord or scratch it. This laptop is worth more then this damn cat. And to top it all off he hasnt had his shots and I still have to get him fixed. Now those of you who know me, know I love animals, but I'm about ready to drop kick this cats ass off the 2nd story balcony. I'm tired, I'm cranky, and my apartment will never smell the same. I give it another week or so then if things dont improve I'm sending his ass back to the previous owner. I can't take this no sleep anymore. He flies around the living room like freakin superman dodging kryptonite! Its hilarous to see him freak out over absolutly nothing, or fall off of everything. But that small laugh is not worth this much tiredness and property damage. Behind that that cute adorable exterior is pure evil, and he's loving every bit of it!

As for the rest of my entry..... not much else, missin Felix like crazy!!!! I'm driving myself insane instead of him. I almost gave in and texted him a few times, but I held strong!! I will survive, post Felix! *sigh* sexy sexy Felix. *pout* My ex-sexy beast. okay I gotta stop talking about him or I'm gonna text him. *sigh* MEN!

Oh met a guy named Zack who wants to "cook me a romantic dinner". yuh huh sure! *rolls eyes* He's a friend of Jeanne's. He's cute, but some of what I found out about him is so way not cool! Ex (or current, not sure which) druggie. Has cheated on a past girlfriend (he said she did it first.. yeah like thats a good reason to cheat on your significant other) pffft And he has this goatee thing that he wont shave and is so not appealing. So no, don't think so.

As for work. I've been getting more hours. YEAH! Got a new person in the backroom. Her name is Kay. She's a transfer from a SUPERTarget, where rules didn't apply as long as the job got done. Day one she dropped a HUGE box on me. She climbs shelves (not that I'm saying I dont, but she goes all the way to the top of the isle), she climbs the bulkwall.. I've had to tell her about our "safety" rules at this Target. She said her old Target was an amusement park compared to ours. Yeah we'll break her of that in no time. Not sure she'll last, although she's been with Target for 2 years so who knows. She's a nice person, but there is something odd about her I can't place. Maybe the fact that she's the most normal person in the backroom yet. *shrugs* We'll figure it out soon enough. As for the rest of the backroom, the missing pressence of Rosa and Bryan are being felt by everyone. Bryan is now on the Planogram team, so he is on a different shift this time of year. Others have commented and continue to ask about Rosa and when she'll be back. Which all I know for sure is Friday she starts work again, as far as being back in Florida, I have no idea I only guess Wed. or Thursday.

Alright readers its almost midnight here and I'm exhausted, lets hope Jack is as well. I will copy paste all this in my LJ tomorrow while helping Jeanne with her online applications. *sigh* so much for sleeping in on my day off.

Happy 4th of July to one and all. I hope all of you are enjoying this loud holiday with family and friends, oh and lots of firepower!! ;) Have fun, but be safe!

Felix "update".... I'M SO IN CONTROL! Mwhahahaha! No Siler not in that way, get outta the gutter you hussy! I'll set it up...

I had made a decision to drive him nuts any way I could. Let me explain... I wanted him to see me and miss the crap outta me as much as possible. So what do I do, for starters I now use the sun for light instead of using electricity (it also helps with my bill, since it was HUGE last month), that means my blinds are open and since he's across the parking lot he can see me! HA! Or I would have to go out to my truck for something. I came home one day in a mini skirt.. HAHA and I "had" to go out to get something from my truck later in the day. Its fun cause I know for a fact he looks outta his porch window quite often.

Friday around 4:20am I'm walking to my truck to go to work, and what do I see? His "business" card with a new phone # hand written on it stuck in my window. What do I do with it you ask? Crumple it up and throw it in the truck as I drive off laughing to work. I was in a really good mood the rest of the day. The fact that he wants me to call him. *rolls eyes* Yeah like thats gonna happen. I later entered his new # just incase he called me, it would show up as him on my caller ID.

Saturday around 1pm I walked my rent check over to the management office. As I kissed over $500 goodbye I started to walk back to my apartment. Who's car do I see pulling out of a parking spot, with him in it? Yuh huh you guessed it. Well instead of putting the car into drive and going he stopped (saw me in his rearview mirror) and sat there waiting for me to pass. He probably expected me to look over at him and say "Hi". HAHAHA NOPE! I walked right passed him and up my stairs. He finally drove off! ROFL! TAKE THAT!

Now, I figure if he really wants to get a hold of me he can call (not like I'm gonna answer). And if for some reason he "lost" my number when he got a new #, then he can get off his ass and walk across the parking lot and knock on my door. He's gonna have to work to get my attention. Cause right now I want nothing to do with him. I'm still gonna attempt to drive him nuts as long as I'm entertained by it. But I kinda figure he got the hint with me ignoring him Saturday. (I know I've said that in the past with the other guys, but I THINK it applies here, he is atleast 5 times smarter then the last 2 guys.) Mwhahaha I'm having way too much fun with this. Its my only entertainment till Rosa gets back from vacation. 8-9 days till she's back.

Neighbor "update", they have been quite quiet lately. I have no idea what changed, but I've been able to get some sleep lately! The music is almost non-exsistant (of course now that I post this the music problem will probably come back). The phones and the yelling is still a problem, but not for long periods of time. Oh and I met one of them, her name is Jenie/Genie (however you spell it), she seems nice enough.

Bug "update" still none! Mwhahahahahahaha *cough* Sorry, kinda happy I havent had any of them in the apartment.

Work is work, lots of it (which is good most of the time)!

Thats about it! Bye all!

-Peace

Okay I wanna first and foremost take a little time to post about a tragic event that happened over the weekend.

Saturday night less then a mile from my apartment, one of my coworkers from the backroom died in a motorcycle accident. He was 21 years of age, an all around nice guy and a great worker! His name was Randy He was a recent transfer from Colorado, who was going to go back to school in August. He didn't work with us in the 4am shift, but he would arrive in the morning time to early afternoon shift. He was one of the hardest workers I have ever met in my life. He wouldnt complain about the work or question why, he would just do it. He will be sorely missed! I have suggested to the Exec's of the store to plant a tree in his honor, but they arent sure they can do that since the lot isnt theres. Although they loved the idea. Randy was nominated last week (before this happened) for Employee of the month. They are thinking about going through with it, and making the plaque permanent and hanging it in the breakroom. His family is all in Colorado and his father came down here to get him and take him back to Colorado for burial. They are keeping in contact with this Target to give updates and addresses for us. There are those that are wanting to send cards and flowers. We all signed a card yesterday. My heart and thoughts go out to his family and friends during this difficult time. May he REST IN PEACE and always watch over his loved ones!

Okay as for the rest of this entry..

Rosa is on vacation.. very bored!
No word from Felix... *twitch*
No bugs so far!..*eyes ceiling*
Work is giving hours to me! YAY


Thats about it! Boring I know, but my get out and do something life, is on vacation right now with her family. So I'm bored outta my witts!

Okay its been a hecktic weekish!

We'll start off where the last post ended. Felix ended up calling that night and we talked for awhile. I told him what I said I was going to tell him. And I knew I'd get the response I got....... he's not looking for a relationship right now. Which I expected. He ended up coming over around 10pm something, not 5 minutes in the door and we ended up back in the damn bedroom! HAHAHA.... so much for will power! *shrugs* He ended up staying the whole night. I got NO sleep! No not cause of THAT! Cause he's a bed hogger!!! HAHA Oh and he freakin snores! I had like this little sliver of space to sleep and he was all over the rest of the bed. That was the main reason I got no sleep that night. The other was I really just wanted to curl up near him, but I knew better! Anyway he left around 8am to go get ready for work. He looked so cute groggy and staggering down the stairs with his rumpled clothes. As I tossed his forgotten socks down the stairs to him. HAHA!

That isnt the hard part of this week.. (HAHAHA we wont go into the dirty thoughts on that sentence), a few days later I couldnt sleep (##$$_*@^@ noisy neighbors kept me up with their loud music and annoying nextel cell phones.... ya know the ones that beep every few seconds ... GRRRR) so I texted him just to say hey. And I knew he was awake since I had seen his car pull in a few minutes prior. I got no response.... None... haven't yet. No calls, no texts, no "hey neighbor" in the parking lot like last week. nothing! And I took it to heart, which means I'm in over my head already. I talked it over with Rosa (after my 3 day seclusion not talking to anyone and turning off my phone) she and I agreed, its basically done with. Even if he calls again *rolls eyes* I can't keep doing this. If it was just going to be a sex thing he should have kept his personal life to himself. Instead he talked and I got all wooed. :p MEN! Confusing species! If guys are reading this.. take note.. if you want just sex.... SHUT YOUR MOUTH ON YOUR LIFE!

And life goes on...... Last Friday I was sitting at home during my seclusion and was watching some tv (yeah yeah I know I watch alot, well I got no guy to keep me occupied what the hell else am I gonna do?) when I saw something moveoutta the corner of my eye and what do I spot? The biggest roach I've ever seen on the freakin CEILING!!!! I freaked out! Cried alot (not just cause of the bug, lots of stress came rushing all at once) finally got the courage to kill it once it fell to floor *shudders* EW! After drowning it in bug spray and squishing it like 10 times with steel toed shoes, I swept it out the front door. 3 days later.... same thing with a spider.. but no crying just a lot of squealing and running around. Called mom, walked her through the whole killing process. She wouldnt stop laughing. this one wouldnt fall off the celing I had spray it till it fell off. Then I smooshed it about 8 times then swept it up and flushed it! BLAH it all. I finally told myself its time for another bug bomb later in the week..... After seeing a flea yesterday in a non animaled apartment that was the last straw. I bug bombed it this morning as I ran out the door... then running back in to turn off the A/C I got a nice big wiff of the stuff! Lovely smell chemicals are... Was woozy for about 2 hours. but all better!

Rosa is leaving Saturday after work for Mexico for 2 weeks. Right now she has got a new added stress. I can't really get into it, but lets just say it involves the law and someone in her life. Not pretty! But she's handeling it well (as well as can be expected) and is still gonna take the vacation. If she doesn't I'll ship her to Mexico myself using FedEx! Hang in there sis! You're stronger then you think!

First and most important...

As far as that doc appointment I had last Friday... Everything went great!!! I had 2 tests scheduled, but after the doc saw the results of the first one, he decided I didn't need the second one!!!!!!!! He said everything was fine! I almost hugged the nurse when she told me! Rosa and I ran out and celebrated with CAFFINE!! HAHAHA! My mom was in tears she was so happy! I could hear it in her voice while I telling her on the phone she was choked up. My dad is so happy as well since its his side of the family that was the source of the worry (with the medical history). My grandparents called and was thrilled as well. Even Rosa's dad (I call him Papi Chulo) was worried about me. He's a sweetheart. Its an all around great thing this turned out so well!! A huge weight has been lifted off of me. But I still need to get checked every year or so, since it is in my family medical history!

As far as work, a different person is gonna take over the schedule and he told me he was going to give more hours! He wasnt understanding why the Logistics Exec was telling me I was productive enough to get hours. I was told I'm #2 in the backroom for how much I get done!! (Rosa's #1) Girl Power! HAHAHA!

As far as Felix.... not bad news really more .... indifferent news. We havent really talked since last week. *shrugs* Honestly I'm in the I dont care phase. Another few "hookups" and I would be worried. But I think I need to end it with him (if he does call), since I am starting to like him, and I don't think thats what he's looking for. So its all good, it was fun while it lasted (all of 2-3 weeks) LOL! ;) Moving on, NEXT GUY! HAHA

Yesterday Rosa and I went shopping! She's going to Mexico in a couple of weeks and was wanting to get a jeans short skirt like I've got. So we went to Ross! We both left with 4 things each. I never liked shopping back home, but I love it here. Especially since I get to wear clothes for warmer weather! We both bought a white and tan tank top identical with the others. I got 4 new shirts! She bought 2 shirts, 1 pair of jeans, and 1 jean short skirt.

Gotta jet, things to do, people to see, and stuff to buy! Have a great rest of the week!! ;)

Oh and incase any of you that actually read this are curious about who Rosa is... http://Boricua2006.livejournal.com I talked her into starting a LJ, although she's not a chronic updater like I am. I will try to get her to update it more often. I typed out her first entry for her to get her started.